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Mayavi
This is not just a film; it is my second child, set to be born on Fagun 14 (February 26).
If I had a daughter, I would have named her Mayavi.
During the film’s shoot, when I discovered I was going to be a mother, I found myself in a dilemma—which child should I prioritize? Physically, I was very weak. My body craved rest every moment. But at the same time, I wondered—could I not stand by my husband in the dream he had nurtured for five years?
My husband, Diwakar Bhattarai, had gone to Pokhara to finalize the shooting locations. When I told him I wouldn’t be able to work in Mayavi, he became emotional. He said, “Please don’t say that, or I’ll have to jump into Fewa Lake.” His words shook me to the core. That moment, I prayed to God—“Give me the strength to give birth to both my children.”
Filming was incredibly difficult—no hunger, no sleep, no sense of day or night. My mood kept swinging due to pregnancy. I never needed glycerin for emotional scenes because my body’s pain and hormonal changes made me naturally emotional. I would cry uncontrollably. Seeing me cry, my husband, standing behind the camera, shouting “Action… Cut!” would start crying himself. Even when he said “Cut,” my tears wouldn’t stop.
Even today, just hearing the word Mayavi makes me emotional. Because this film carries my countless emotions, memories, and dedication. Some people said I staged my tears as a stunt. But I know I can never fully express my emotions, my pain, and my tears through mere words. Only those who have lived through it will understand.
The journey of Mayavi was not easy for me. My husband and I cried multiple times throughout this process. I haven’t worked in many films. I don’t know how many more I will do in the future. But Mayavi will always give me strength. No matter how many hardships I face in life, I will remember Mayavi and keep moving forward.
I am excited to hear the audience’s response. But lately, some reactions have made me feel like people have already forgotten me. Yet, now I realize—I made the right decision.
Nowadays, love seems to have lost its value due to power, money, and ego. But I still believe that those who truly understand love will shower Mayavi with immense affection.
We all need love. One person’s love and support can change an entire life. That is the essence of Mayavi. Even in real life, I am someone who craves deep love. That’s why, despite my struggles and pain, I worked in this film—to keep my loved one’s dream alive.
I hope for your love and support. Will you stand with me?
(We have published this exactly as Deepika wrote it, as it feels relevant to reflect on what her upcoming film, set to release on Fagun 14, means to her and the hard work she has put into it.)
